17:32

Happy Independance Day!

I'm not going to the cookout after all. It appears I'm heading towards another tooth abcess, so yeah. I'm not sure if I'm going to fireworks yet or not.

Our ice cream machine's engine exploded again too, so Mom and Dad went to Marsh to get ice cream to go with the Strawberry pie I made.

Anyway, they're back so see y'all!

Have a great free day, US of America!

~ Uozumi

17:36

01:38

I present to you, my terrible horrible no good very bad day. I don't normally parade about every single little woe that happens, but fucking hell yesterday and into today is shaping up to be one little thing after another. I just need to get this all out or I'm going to probably do something that we'll all come to regret IRL or online or maybe both.

First, I woke up later than usual, which mean my IV was going to be later than normal. I was feeling irritated but I thought it was the tape holding my IV down because the tape had irritated me on day one when it was taping down the extra cord.

So I get downstairs and there's something tan grossero for lunch. I end up making waffles for lunch and they're soggey and not cooked allt he way through somehow after being half burnt comming out of the fucking packaging D:

After this, I find out that my IV needle is no longer in my vein, so Mom has to call up Nurse J and she has to come and put a new needle into my arm. This moves the needle DOWN my arm which means that bending my arm is near impossible without much more pain than the needle already cause which feels like a constant beesting all hours of the day >_>

Then, after that lovely forray, I get into the major cramps and major cranks and to this hour I still have no reason for either, and that's kinda pissing me off. I want a reason for both plzkthnx body.

Then, I think I'll get on my computer and do stuff, and it's all "Critical update, Vistal Service Pack 1" and I think "Okay, that sounds critcial" and that's when it just kind of crashes and burns badly. Now, I know that Service Pack 1 has been out since March. Hell, I've had a pirated Service Pack 1 since about August on my computer pretty much to bring Vista under control, which wasn't really a pirate but a torrent of allt he Microsoft fixes, but anyway, I thought that they finally were forcing me into the service pack. It took me into a loop where it would hash code me at the restart of the update. I had to run installer disc eventually and just end up with no more nothing on my computer.

So here I am redownloading my music. I have no openCanvas, no Photoshop, no games, no nothing D: and AND....AND IT GETS WORSE!

MSN MESSENGER WON'T MOTHER FUCKING DOWNLOAD!

What fresh shit is this?!

I mean like it downloads and stuff, but it won't like complete the download with the latest version. I tried earlier versions but they won't work. I HAVE to have the LATEST version, even with the spiffy PLUS add on, and just...no MSN for me apparently :|

I think I'm about ready to cry.

Also, with this IV placed where it is, this means sleeping on my back, which means I won't be sleeping at all because I don't sleep on my back. I wake up whenever I roll onto it actually >____>

Can I just get a do over?

I want to watch Greta. Is she rerunning now? Ugh...I think her rerun is almost over. Oh well.

I'll just go back to recovering my lost glory.

If you need me I'll be Tamaki sobbing in my corner. If only Macs didn't chew up my brain and spit it out and then jump on it and rip it to shreads, my life could be so much easier @_@

~ Uozumi

01:47

23:45

Bear with me. My computer was forced into Vista Service Pack 1 by Windows Update. This lead to a complete system Groundhog Day loop which meant using the recovery disk.

Now I must reinstall everything and redownload all my music and everything and just....grrrrrrrr......

So yeah, that's where I am if I'm not around, and that's why I'm extra stressed if I bite you.

Did not help that I had to have my IV replaced in my arm today either.

~ Uozumi

23:46

02:10

Still on my sorta kinda hiatus thingymajigger.

The IV thing is going much better than I anticipated, but I think that I won't be at full falculties until it's over with and the IV plug is out of my left arm. I'm not always hooked up to a bag, but the IV hookup is always in my vein.

I need to stop worrying that some things from freshman year of college will repeat themselves but those were some unsavory experiences. I need to get on Facebook and see if my question was answered. Though if I feel as exhausted as I have these past couple days I might not go to Ed's cookout even though my IV will be over with. I think if I knew everyone who will be there, I wouldn't care, but since I won't, I just feel apprehensive. But in the same breath, there might be TMI and if there is TMI, I won't be in any state to do that anyay because I'll be TMIing and just that's too TMI to function anyway.

So far my headache hasn't broken, but this is only day two. Dr. Z said that normally people don't see a break in pain until day three, so maybe tomorrow I'll taste freedom *_*

Anyway, apparently my computer wants to install something called Vista Service Park 1 >______________________> ABOUT DAMN TIME, HUH?!

Well, anyway, let's see if it can go better than last night where something weird happened and Tosh-tan about went down the crapper in a ball of flame.

Wish me luck!

*slinks back off into hiatusland*

~ Uozumi

02:16

02:17

Where am I?

If I'm not online, I'm probably on hiatus.

Why? Because of the IV pain drip.

If I am online and acting very off, please understand that it's probably the IV talking and not me. If I do something unforgivable, uh...forgive me? :D

The world should be back to normal by Saturday.

For now, the fears meme.

( Under here of course )

I got 11. Admittedly there are some on here I'm not fond of, but I would consider them fears. Also, I'd say the tornado thing is more of a white furry animal reflex than an actual fear, so it doesn't actually count.

I was surprised though that drowning wasn't on there. And I had to snicker at incurable diseases because I dunno, I'm well beyond that now. I've accepted whatever the fuck this is, it's not going to go away, but if I can figure out what it is, maybe I can make it bearable, ne?

Anyway, that's the point of the IVs! So, hopefully I will be able to go about my normal activities while medicated, but I'm not sure and I won't know until tomorrow.

So I'll either see you at our normally scheduled carnival ride with cotton candy or on Saturday since that's when Friday's IV will have probably worn off by.

See y'all when I sees ya!

~ Uozumi

02:26

01:23

Wide wide awake :D

I can't tell if I have a cold or not. I hope I don't.

I should turn on my light and just finish off my drawing now that I'm done with Toshi-chan's birthday gift. Please don't click if you are averse to Y!Gallery, slash, cross-dressing, aged character fanart, and sorta!kinda!dark!Wonderland.

Anyway, I might not be going to Ed's cookout on the Fourth, but I won't know until Friday. If I'm not going, I'll call Ed or just change my Facebook invite status or something. There will be clear indication as to if I should show up or not. I am HOPING to be there, but if push comes to shove, realisitcally, I might not be able to make it.

D: I smell weird. I bathed today too. Smell like soap not weird, body! At least it's not a dirty smell, just a weird smell. Or maybe I'm not smelling things right? I dunno.

I think I'm going to turn on my light again and just finish off my drawing.

Yes, that's what I'll do.

~ Uozumi

01:28

01:26

I'M WIDE AWAKE :D :D :D

So I gacked this from one of my surrogate big sis of the Interwebz.

The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Strike out the books you have no intention of ever reading, or were forced to read at school and hated.
5) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them.


( So...here we go )

Well, that was an odd collection. Let's see how many bolds I got....*opens up preview window*

Twenty-eight books. Not bad, eh?

I have more strikes though I think XDDDDDDDDD

~ Uozumi

02:03

16:21

Mmmm...Psyren ♥♥♥♥

So I went to the Headache Center this morning. They asked me some questions and got a bead on things. So, this nurse is going to come to my house and I'm going to be on an IV for about 25 - 45 minutes once a day for five days with a high dose medication. The nurse will explain the details when she comes on the first day. The goal with it is to break the pain cycle and work towards normalcy.

I've been put on TopAMAX, which is a anti-seizure/headache medication. The doctor suggested I take it at night so I don't experience the brunt of side effects - which I still need to look up come to think of it - but we'll see. I'm going to take it tonight, but if it makes my insomnia worse like all other tranquilizers I've ever been on, I'll take my chances and take it during the day.

*stares at tv* Clothing optional pool?! D: Talk about a rude awakening looking out yoru apparment window. Although maybe it's not in line with a window, but still....just....D: naked people.

Now I've lost my train of thought.

Hopefully this will all be taken care of by school.

~ Uozumi

16:29

23:07

I am unamused. Apparently I'm the only person with this Yahoo as a virus thing D:

So I'm going to run my antivirus software and see if it isn't a worm that's making Yahoo appear as a worm.

Again, I can't get to my Yahoo on either IE or Firefox, so I'll only be able to reply to comments if I catch them by refreshing.

Sorry about te false alarm. Also, sorry about that news article, I didn't see a date on it, and parts of it were matching up to what my antivirus claims the virus/worm thing is.

~ Uozumi

23:08

23:50

I restarted, my anti-vrius updated itself, and now I can access Yahoo no problems D:

WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THAT EARLIER?!

~ Uozumi

23:50

20:57

ATTENTION!

Do NOT go to Yahoo not even to check your mail.

This will give you a virus/worm unless your anti-virus software is current and can catch the virus/worm.

Because of this, I won't be able to get to comments on LiveJournal until tis problem is solved.

Stay safe and pass the word on!

~ Uozumi

20:59

EDIT: Ignore the news article, I thought it was talking about what's currently happening everytime I've tried to access Yahoo for the past few hours. Basicaly, my antivirus keeps crying worm.

01:46

Psyren is kick ass. If you like(d) Yu*Yu*Hakusho, you'll probably like this series. I'm not sure exactly why, but YYH just keeps popping into my head even though they're two differnt plot types.

My fever is finally going down. I've had it since yesterday and finally I feel a bit more normal.

I tried to read Reborn again, but it just didn't pan out. I think I've come to discover that I probably pick up on vibrations of mangaka? Because really I can't say why else I still can't really get through it except it makes me feel queasy even though nothing queasy inducing is going on o_o I mean I stopped reading Claymore because I was queasy, but I was on chapter 80-something so wellinto the action and it was kinda gross and horrific, so queasy indeed XDDD So I must be picking up something about the mangaka then because I can't really place why Reborn makes me queasy.

And someone needs to put up chapters 45 and 46 of Sket Dance D: I wanna know what happens next! I need to color something from this manga someday too. For all the love I have for it, you'd think I'd have done a page or three by now.

I need to figure out when we're switching to the My system at Purdue. I need to make sure my classes stay intact. I am hoping the switch doesn't make them all disappear. I will be very angry if I have to hunt them down again or if I get shut out of any due to computer error D<

What am I planning to take? Well, I don't remember the course desinations, but the titles are:

The Second World War
Lincoln and the Civil War
The Great Dictators pre-193X (I don't remember the year >_>;;)
Film Pre-1918 (or something like that)

It should be an interesting semester.

Oh and if I don't reply to your comment, it probably accidentally got sent in my spam folder >_>;; I'm not sure why Yahoo is doing this D:

~ Uozumi

01:54

0:31

I swear to God, if the Headache Center doesn't believe me, I'll...I'll...

I'll do something we'll all come to regret.

Not kill myself, but just...you'd think that being the headache center, they'd not assume it's headaches, but might ask you if you're having a continous headache? I mean I know I have headaches over the white noise, but seriously....

At least I got their forms filled out.

Staying home alone was kind of a drag in some respects and not too bad in others. I watched a really interesting thing on THE WHO and Jack behaved for me unlike last time when he was le bratface.

And I definitly want to see this Mongol movie. It looks gorgeous and it's history, and Ghengis Khan so just...YES all 'round. I probably will have to rent it, but maybe I can ask the West Layfayette library to pick it up and rent it from them for free :D That library has a kick ass collection of foriegn film.

Tonight's a slow night. I think everyone's burnt out from finals on my f-list XD

I'll go find something to amuse myself with.

~ Uozumi

0:36

09:27

VH1 playing music videos. Who knew?

Ugh....high matinance rp, but still compound_rp is still fun even if they're hardasses at the same time. But it's fun and I like rping with Shelli, so I'll stick around, just more underground than above. I don't like drama. Also, I've been in more persnickity groups before XD

My fingers keep going completely numb. I thought I was done with this. It's weird to function when you can't quite feel what you're doing. I think that I just had way too much stress, so I'm hoping that Jump Start soothes me. So far, it's working wonders. It's a shame that VH1 and MTV don't play music videos all the time anymore.

I should make a list of the drawing ideas in my head, so I can remember them.

But I'll do that later. Now I'll just go back to outlining. I have 36 hours to amuse myself. I wonder if I'll sleep at all tonigt XD They really shouldn't have used scare tactics with things growing up. I'm always afraid the house will catch fire or I'll get robbed or someting D: I don't know why I don't fear such things at the dorm alone >_>;; I think it's associations.

I also need to remember to fill out the forms for the headache center. I don't have to have them done until Tuesday, but I should do it before Teusday morning or Monday night.

~ Uozumi

09:36

01:49

So tomorrow I get to be home alone for two days and one night. My brother and mom are going to IU for his freshman thingy and my dad has to go to Chicago for work overnight. I think I only really enjoy being "home alone" when it's at the dorm. I mean if I was in walking distance of entertainment, calm sidewalks, and cute of age boys, things wouldn't be so omg boring. Not that I leave the house as is, but there's just something about having personal interactions during te day in this particular house that I like. I'm really going to miss comming home regularly next year and the rest of my life.

It will be interesting to see if I can get Jack to go to bed on time or if we'll have a growl fest until almost 4am or not. I am not good with dogs on my ownsome. I mean I'm not afraid of them consciously anymore, but I think a tiny part of me still is afraid of dogs. My fear of dogs used to almost be as amazing as my fear of heights, but after a while I calmed down and then we got Jack and things really have been good since. This has confirmed though that I shouldn't really ever have a dog as an adult until I have a family where it can be a group effort. I admit I wouldn't mind having a dog again in my life, just not wen it's just me and it.

Apparently Pheonix overloaded and lost days of data D: This makes me a sad panada. I hope that the lost data won't affect things too much.

I should finish my drawing outline so I'll have something productive to do for the next fourty-eight or so hours.

~ Uozumi

01:56

01:28

So, I've been having mini seizures for a past few days. The thing is they're not normal ones, but what feels like seizures inside my body. Like certain hiccup spells or random come and go heartburn, and a few other oddities that is just weird. I'm really started to get tired of it. I mean I guess it's better than being flat down on the floor, but at the same time, it's really annoying.

I know they're seizres because they're accompanied with a feeling of no control, and I usually feel exhausted after they pass without doing much of anything to feel exhausted about. Hopefully it just means I am still working the novacaine out of my system, but I don't know. It should be gone by now since it's been a week since surgery.

This means though that sometime this summer I get to go to the bran' spankin' new headache center. I don't know waht they can do for me, but well they are the last resort. If they can't do it, and if they can't send me to anyone who can do it, I'll just have to resign myself to living with this thing for the rest of my life.

It should be fun though since they'll probably make me stop drinking caffine. I'm going to be up all night! \:D/ Oh well, it will be good for me to a degree.

Anything to get this over and done with. It's been one year, four months, and four days since this began and I would like to get off now. I've had my merry-go-round fun for the rest of my life thank you very much.

I mean my goal as it has been since last summer is to get rid of my headache so I can get a job because there's no way I can hold one down effectively like this at all.

Oh well, I'm going to go outline my new drawing.

~ Uozumi

01:37

01:50

I saw this and feel compelled to do it. From marmalade_girl

( The Then and Now meme )

~ Uozumi

02:02

PS: It suddenly occurs to me that I've known CJ almost nine years now. Really, doesn't feel that long ._.

01:16

Dear You,

Where are you? I know you exist or I'd have easily given up hope. I try to convince myself that I'm destined to be an old maid, that I'm destined to be childless and alone the rest of my days, but that little voice within isn't buying one bit of it.

I try to imagine where you might be and who you might be. Do you think we've met yet? Or are you somewhere on the other side of the world? Sometimes I think that by getting put in the all girls' dorm next year, that'll make you appear, but that's magical and life isn't a magic trick. Not only that, but just because I find someone next year won't mean it's you.

I know that I should stop clinging to silly dreams brought on by my own imagination. I should stop expecting to find any scrap of love from anyone. I'm not ready for it, and to wish for you to show up is ludicrous and rude to you. If I'm not ready for you, you should stay away wherever you might be. I'd like to think that you are happy werever this is, that you aren't another lonely soul watching everyone else around you mate off and feel inadequate too.

I want to believe that if we meet that things will work out. I'm not expecting an amazing omg let's date! atmosphere, but to become friends first might be nice. Though, with my luck, we will meet and things will be brief and then you will be away and I will stay. I need more confidence before I can realize who you are or even before I can meet you.

I don't think we've met yet. I'd think that I would know you after a while. There's been this feeling deep within me since before I can remember, this sense of another person that's hard to ignore sometimes. I'm not sure what it means, but I'd like to think that it means I am capable of a normal life. I hope it means that I'm capable of loving and maintaining a relationship.

You know, I've always wanted to be a prince. Perhaps you're a girl? I thought I liked girls for a time, but now I'm thinking I'm just a curious heterosexual. I really think you're a guy, and my biology and phyisology is rooting for such, but maybe I'm just off base entirely. Yet, I really hope you aren't female because sometimes I hate girls. I've never really had a "I hate men" moment, but I've had many, many "I hate women moments," so I'm hoping my insticts are right and my wanting and needing is right and you're male.

I also hope you never see this. Though, if you do and you know me well enough you probably know I'm a bit quankers. I've probably said some word salad to you and probably stumbled and stuttered, and I'm sure you've seen me petit mal in the middle of talking. How embarrassing! I hope if you ever see this I haven't done anything too embarrassing to you. I don't want to embarrass you, but I don't think I can be a normal average person either, so I guess if we are meant to be, you probably aren't looking for Miss Normal Average anyway.

I wonder where and when we'll meet, but I own't speculate. Let's have it be fun and something unexpected. I know I'm not given to spontanity, but let's be spontaneous with this. I want things to start out well and just get better. I know that there will be downs with the ups, but I can hope that even if we turn into an uphill struggle that there will be more good than bad, right?

This is getting too long, and I don't know why I'm writing this. Part of me reasons that you don't exist and the sensation I feel is just a seizure, missfiring sparks without great pauses or great body shaking. I'd like to think you're more than that, but then where are you?

Though, I think in a way it's good you're not around yet. I want to be at my very best when we meet. I want to be happy and healthy and in a good place in my life. So even if I'm lonely, I want you to wait just a bit more before you appear. I want to show you my best, not my worst. I don't want to put you through this burden with me, so let me take care of everything and then we can begin.

And even if that means we don't meet for decades, at least I think you're out there and for now, that's all I really need.

Love,

Me.

02:45

Can my headache go away now?

~ Uozumi

02:45

17:17

Tim Russert is dead. It's kind of hard to believe.

My dog is having seizures I think. His entire body is shaking against my foot right now. I don't know what to do with him. He's been getting these shaky attacks on and off the past year, and they're getting worse the more he has. He's going to be eleven tomorrow, so I guess it comes with the territory. I just wish there was something that I could do to make it easier for him. Having seizures sucks ass.

~ Uozumi

17:19

0:23

Happy Friday thirteenth to all.

How'd it get to be almost Father's Day? We have to figure out what to get Dad. I also need to figure out what kind of cheesecake I'm making.

I love this song. I really like BUCK-TICK, which is kinda funny because the first time I heard them I didn't care for them at all XD Though I think that it was actually their album covers that were freaking me out. Maybe I should give MUCC a second chance, eh? Dir en Grey and Larc en Ciel~ got many chances and I still don't like them. I should give Crow more of a chance since it's Kagrra, under a different genre and earlier, but I dunno. I'll figure soemthing out. I should listen to the radio more.

I wish my insomnia would go away. Everyone else's insomnia went away and so I'm the only one left online anymore. I mean I could do other things, but reading still hurts, and well...there aren't many thigns you can do before bed that will relax and calm, you know?

I wrote a mediocre one-shot last night, but fuck I WROTE something and didn't ending up puking or anything, so that's a start. Maybe I should go back to writing at night like I used to. I wonder if I can do manage a chapter fic or something. I still can't seem to pull original stuff out, but I'll take what I can get. I think that this might come in slow steps and I know my personality is the type who wants to rush into it and embrace it and go OMG WHERE WERE YOU?! but I probably shouldn't rush this writing thing. I felt like such a not me without my writing all these months. I don't know if anyone can quite understand what kind of out of body experience it was. I can't wait for it to get back to normal.

Apparently Inu-Yasha is ending next week at an amazing chapter 558. This week's chapter made me a giggly pile of fangirl. *facepalms* But, I can't believe this series is going to end. I mean it's been a long time comming. It is twelve years old and I've been reading it for God...eight years now? I admit I haven't read all of it. I kinda stopped around where my manga collection stops and restarted about uh...I don't remember when. Maybe chapter 48X or something?

I need to do something or I dunno. Since I'm awake, I should be productive sorta.

"In the sky" should NOT be this catchy. I need to turn my music off for the night soon.

~ Uozumi

0:34

0:04

I'm goign to take a break from my prepping of the next page I'll color for contest to do the MASH thing. I never did it growing up because the girls ignored me when I asked if I could play it too on the bus.

I decided to list off types of people instead of actual people because I don't really have a crush on anyone right now.

( Cut to spare your f-list loading time )

All I can think of is in an Initial D fic I read once, Keisuke stole the grill off a Ford XDDDD

I really doubt I'll ever go to Japan in my life much less live there, but whatever. It's just a game.

You know, last night I had a dream that I met Senator Obama and I had to explain to him why I was voting for Senator McCain instead even though I am a college student and thusly must be brainwashed into voting for Senator Obama. The weirdest thing about the dream though wasn't how articulate I was in my answer, but the whole dream I was thinking, "I hope he doesn't hate me."

Weirdness I know. Because, really, this would never happen since I highly doubt I will ever come face to face with the Illinois senator, and I'm not sure if I have the gall to tell him I'm not voting for him to his face XD;;

Ahahaha...

Anyway, back to detoning for me!

~ Uozumi

0:18

23:58

Have I talked to you good manga fans about Sket Dance? I think I might have gushed once or twice about it. Well, I didn't think I could fall deeper in love with this Shounen Jump second-tier in the line up offering, but Chapter Fourty-Four just....This manga is now one of my favorites now.

What is Sket Dance?

Well it's about these three students (Bossun, Switch, and Himeko) who have a club called the Sket Dan. This club is there to help the teachers and student body at a high school with whatever problems come along. Some of these problems range from a rivalry with the Student Council to wacky science experiements courtesy of their teacher sponsor to a ghost mystery and a "doping" samurai. It's kind of silly in an almost Ginatama-like way, but it's not into the gross side of humor.

It's the first manga from Shinohara Kenta. I highly recomend it.

( Anyway, the point of the post was to talk about Chapter 44 spoilers written in white text for those who want no spoilers )

I'm looking forward to the next chapters even more now. Even though after this flashback set when everything goes back to normal, I think that I will have more of a fondness for this manga series. This type of technique always gets me every time when it's executed just right XD

Also, there is hope since Sket Dance doesn't seem to be in any immediate threat of cancellation in Jump currently. I'm hoping that others might come to have warm 'n fuzzies for this manga too so it can have a secure place in Jump lineup. I'm not asking for top five or anything, but just never slipping too far down into the danger zone.

I know that if Kenta-sensei does any more series after this, I will always give them a look see.

XD Isn't it kinda silly? It's like red hair. This type of plot trick totally gets me every time :|

~ Uozumi

0:15

12:06

I'm back.

It was a lot of pain because they can never numb me, but no tears. I'm swollen, but it's going down due to ice packs.

Now I have two lovely screws in my gums ♥ I get to go back in in two weeks and have them looked at then six weeks after that I get to get the actual implants put in.

It hurts more to lie down, so I'll be sitting here for a while now alternating between ice pack and no ice pack.

They tweaked my flipper (a retainer with two false teeth on it so the gaps in my teeth don't close while waiting for the permament teeth), but I won't really know how that works for me until the swelling goes down.

I think I'll draw today. I have a weird idea for a series of drawing, and I want to work with oC 4.06E and I want to practice drawing straight to the computer with my mouse without aid of a pen tool.

~ Uozumi

12:10

07:25

I'm going to go have my dental surgery soon. In an hour I'll be at Dr. O's and ready to go. They're going to check on how my bone has been growing since the liquid bone was put in months back and then drill up in and put in my screws. Then, if I remember right, that is going to heal and then in a couple months time I'm going to go in and they're going to put in the mounts and then I go straight to Dr. R's where they'll cap the mounts and I'll have my two missing teeth back in implant form.

It's kinda weird to know I'll have screws in me, but kinda cool. I remember when they first talked to me about implants back in 2000. The process was less streamlined and more surgical and it just sounded likea bad time. Now, almost ten years later, it really sounds practical and there are less complications. The dentists are trying to talk my dad into an implant - he got a tooth knocked out during basketball when he was sixteen or so - but he's not sold yet. I guess that after my fucktarded bridge for so long I just realized that implands just seemed easier than this wiggly wobbly ouchie plaster thing.

That reminds me, I need to go mark up something somewhere.

~ Uozumi

07:31

01:03

Happy Tanabata, everyone! I hope that you can all spend it with your lovers ♥

( TMI )

I ended up not drawing. I colored today for next week's contest. It turned out better than my other colorings. I hope it doesn't end up shock bright when I upload it. I'm not sure why there's such a discrepancy between what I see in Photoshop and what I see after uploading the image. I noticed it first with Unfiltered on DA, but I thought it was my eyes tricking me, but apparently it's not. I'm not sure what it is though since it can't be screen resolution. Maybe I'm imagining things.

Our sirens didn't go off when we got a Severe Thunderstorm Warning with our TOrnado Watch today, which was odd. Normally they run the sirens in such a situation because there are people out at Lions' Park. I wonder if this means I don't have to escape my room unless a storm is definitly upon us during Tornado Watches anymore.

I was going to say something but I forgot what.

Oh well.

~ Uozumi

01:08

15:46

My f-list has been validating my reasoning behind never taking a single AP course in my entire high school or middle school career. Though I really would have rathered AP Spanish in middle school only because that meant a years worth of Spanish in a year instead of stretching Spanish I out over seventh and eighth grade. Spreading it out made it go too slow and made it kinda boring and too easy.

I need to remember to get together with my counselor when I get back to Purdue in August and talk about ditching the Creative Writing major for a later carnival ride with cotton candy. I can replace the Fiction Writing II course with a 100 or 200 level History class since I need that credit.

So...anyway....I should do a manga post on the latest chapters I've read or something. I haven't done that in a while, though really all I really can do at the moment is keysmash at the Bleach prequel that's been running. I still demand some Papagami (aka Isshin) action. I want to see him all young and kick ass, and maybe get a bead for how he fits to the grander picture. But really, the prequel for as interesting as it is, is very sad.

I thinkt he prequel is 108 chapters long because anyone who knows anything knows that three hours in Shounen Jump is like...years real time. So, naturally we need a break so Ulquiorra can show back up again or something. Or did he already reappear? I don't really remember. I should go back to remind myself where we actually left off. XD I remember parts though.

I found out that my brother isn't going to even be around tomorrow night. Maybe I should just go and be an adult for once. I should really start acting my age.

~ Uozumi

15:55

01:35

Dating Advert: "Your dream guy could be online right now!"

Yes, I will agree. My dream guy could be online right now. BUT, if he has any sense in him, which to be my dream guy he'd have to have sense he will not be on some dating site.

It seems that tonight's weather isn't going to be as feisty as last night's. This makes me happy. It's supposed to be hella hot for the next few days, but that's June for you. I just kinda wish we had more of a preamble to the 80+ temps like we normally do. April was on the cool side and May really didn't get that hot either, so it's like 80F where did you come from?!

You know, with my luck, "dream guy" is actually on the other side of the world where it's about 13:38 and he's in school. That's okay though because I'm not ready to be swept off my feet yet. Let me get rid of this headache, feel more like myself, and drop some weight, and then I'll be ready for dream guy. Oh and get my normal breasts back. Losing weight because your breasts shrank on lower hormones doesn't count for dropping weight.

On that front, I've been lifting weights, and I'm pleased with my progress. I'm not really near going up a couple pounds yet, but I have been able to double parts of my routine comfortably, so that is progress. I'm only using three pounders right now, but they're showing success so I am pleased. I really need to get my own set though since it's not like I can just heist my mom's and shuffle them off to Purdue with me in the fall.

Which reminds me, I need to check on the transition from SSINFO to My Purdue and make sure I still have courses.

I'll go do that now while I'm thinking about it.

~ Uozumi

01:42

So this thing like invaded my friend's list in the past 24 hours.

87 things...makes my life seem more exciting than it probably is.

And I think I'm the first person to put this behind an lj-cut too.

( Your friends list and computer should thank me for this cut )

Ah...Kitty and I both stayed up way past our bedtimes last night, but it was fun and worth it. I hope she got sleep though since I think it was getting on to 8am her time when I threw up my hands and cried uncle and went to bed XD

Ahaha, and speaking of seme-sama, she just signed on \o/

On Tuesday they seal the tile and our floor odesssy ends and the counter odessy begins. My parents want the kitchen transformed by graduation which is a week from today. Well, actually the day before since my aunt kinda invited herself over for the day before >_____________>;;

I should color Sailor Moon Super S now.

~ Uozumi

12:40

0:35

Well that was narly. Two hours of lightening comming about two seconds apart.

I survived :D We weren't in the area with collapsed appartment building or roof blowing offs or stray limbs.

Hopefully it'll stay that way tonight.

~ Uozumi

0:36

01:40

Workers invade again tomorrow...yay.

I'm starting to sound like I'm just starting adolesence all over again. I really need to stop my mouth before I speak. I haven't really figured out how yet.

Mukyaa...

I forget what I originally was goign to go on about. Maybe I'll remember when I wake up or something.

~ Uozumi

01:43

22:53

Uh...um...so all you who are fans of MXC and/or Takeshi's Castle...

What fresh shit is this?

It looks like the same thing only in English and probably less sexual.

If the IMDB doesn't give you a hint of the copycattyness of this, here's the preview a la YouTube It's not the one they've been showing on TV tonight, but that one is such a MXC montage if I ever saw one, only with a really fat white woman.

~ Uozumi

22:54

FRIEND'S CUT

Yes, I have done a friends' cut (mostly to get rid of dead journals and people who I have lost touch with.

If you think you were unfairly defriended, please do comment. I can't promise that I checked the right box every time XD You know me and linearly connecting things with my eyes.

I am willing to take anyone back who feels they want to be back. ^_^

If you feel you should be cut and weren't, we can work out a deal too XD

If you were removed and agree with the descision, please remove me in return.

~ Uozumi

01:44

I need to make friends with more night owls or people who live somewhere it's daytime when it's nightime here. I don't know. Maybe someday I won't be wide awake at stupid hours.

So they ripped up the kitchen floor and put down this weird dusty paper concrete stuff and screwed it into the floorboards to prevent squeaking. This happened over the course of Monday and Tuesday. Today they didn't come and apparently aren't comming back until Tuesday next week since they have another job they promised to finish or something and then there's Memorial Day weekend and shit....

Did I mention I'm allergic to this shit? I mean there's got to be rules against this kind of stuff being exposed for a week, right?

I don't know, but it's hell being in the kitchen.

I should log off and lift weights and then lay around until sleep comes. There's nothing else to do.

~ Uozumi

01:48

23:51

I'm tempted to give people what they want. I know, I know, it's the birth control talking. It's the imballance of hormones talking, but at the same time, it's hard to see things any other way but as a way to get rid of me. It's not just one person either, and it's not just a bath of paranoia either.

I'm not sure how to get myself away from the IRL version of this, but I can do something about the online version I suppose. I think I'll wait a week or two before I make any final manuvers though. I mean maybe it is the birth control. I think in a week or two the evidence will be enough for a friends cut.

Though there are some people I need to cut due to lack of inactivity or just lack of connection any longer. If you're going "IS IT ME?! OMFG NOOOEZ! D:" Ten to one, it's not you. If your'e new to the f-list, it's not you either since that wouldn't be fair. Also I'm liking my new additions. I know I don't comment much, but I just don't know what to say half the time. I just fail at commenting even on journals of people I've known for a long long time.

What worries me though is what if this is just hormones? What if once I'm back off the Pill, I realize what an idiot I was?

Maybe I should just wait until I'm off these damn fucking ass pills of torture.

Yeah. I should wait.

~ Uozumi

23:55